Contemplation

Should I or should I not remove this blog?

The arbitrariness of a heart

From a biological point of view,
things are shaped accordingly for the "better",
any external factor play a role,
even to minute degree.
You can never fully grasp the phenomenon of nature,
something which God has created.

Just as the heart,
why is it shaped that way?
Why is it called the heart and why does it have an imperfect shape?
Where does it belong to?
How do you find out?
Can it ever be tested?
Is it possible to design an experiment to do that?
What could be its control?
What is it looking for?

I wonder,
about my heart,
and where is it wandering to..
why does it feel how it feels?
when its vital role is just to distribute life throughout my body,
to keep me breathing?
why is it so complicated?
And fouled by funny emotions?


So I listen to Emotion 98.6,
just to ease this feeling...

A Sad Goodbye

will always remember.
her sweet graceful face.
that shows how happy she is.
to be by God's side now.

Happy Birthday to me.

feels so old.
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One more day

Broke my camera.

More like my uncles.
How could that have happened?
I'm sorry!!!

I remember hearing this from somewhere.When your not able to take new pictures,
The only way is to create new ones from old ones.
Then you get a different picture.
A different inspiration.
A different feeling.
And emotion.

But I dont even have photoshop!
I've decided to steal some from Sam's.

Downtown Vancouver.

Lighthouse in Stanley Park.

Lost lagoon at Stanley Park?

English Bay.

Capilano Bridge.

Sam made Vancouver appears to be such a beauty.
Not that it isnt in real life.
Still amazing how i found them!
I still can't believe that 2 months has already passed.
And now i'm leaving this place.
I'm gonna miss the sky here so much.
The air here.
The streets.
The trains and buses.
The unpredictable weather here
And all the people.
Omgosh
Can i please just have one more day here?
Just like how they sing it?
One more day?
Just one?




Always sucks having to leave.

I see loneliness in these teddies

Teddy bear crying.
At least he has a companion.

But when everybody else has left.
And all you can do is to sit there.
Alone.
Thinking.
Wondering why.

What would you do?
Some people would choose to die.
Would you, too?

I look around. And i see that loneliness is everywhere.
You find lovers. You find friends.
You hear laughters.
You hear cries.
But what i hear most is lies.
Which this world is so full of.
I would not dare to think about forever.
With no one.
In nothing.
But ,
I've got Him.
Who make me sleep every night thinking that.
Tomorrow i will still be.
His children.His diamond.
His most precious thing...

THE VIDEO. Don't do drugs

It's too sad.

Drugs .

Bad .